I have been a slacker. I haven't done my pilates in over 2 weeks probably more like 3 and my cardio hasnt been much better, more like 2 times a week instead of 5. Today is the start of getting back on my little track! everyone has their ups and downs with weight loss, you just can't get down for very long and today I go back up! luckily because I eat healthy I didnt gain any weight, I just didnt lose any either. I am literally HALF way to my goal. today is a brand new day! wish me luck!

It happened! I finally fit into my husbands pants!!! My husband and I wear the same size!! YAY!!

Oh it felt SSOOOOO good. so good it was too good for words. I am talking about running. When I am walking to the gym to do my cardio, I dread it, I don't want to do it, but when I get there are get started it feels so good!! I don't know exactly what or what makes me feel that way but its like I can instantly feel my better just boosting with energy and its so refreshing! I am contimplating doing my cardio in the morning, but I think doing my pilates in the morning is better. With my promotion at work my scheduled changed from 8-4 to 8:30-5 so I have an extra 30 mins in the morning I dont know what to do with. I have to wake up at the same time regardless to say good bye to Jason and have our morning prayer so I might as well work out right? I seriously cant get over how good my cardio was yesterday. It was so good I was thinking about doing more but I had plans. I hadnt done cardio since saturday I think, I forgot how much I love it even though getting there is a different story. I love it!! AH!!!

I am frustrated and MAD! I haven't lost any weight in the last 2 weeks and its making me so mad. My eating habits haven't changed and I don't know how to push through this. Its frustrating because I was doing so well and I feel like all my progress just came to a screaching stop. I haven't worked out as well I will admit, I havent done pilates lately, I have done my cardio but it doesnt seem to be doing anything! My period is coming up again and I feel like if i dont get my act together before then, I will take 5 steps backwards during that week. :-( AHHH HELP!!!

One size away

I am officially 1 size away from not being in the double digit size!! YAY! We went to the mall yesterday and I was a solid 12. no bulges, no tightness I was without a doubt a 12. Now that may not seem so great to you, but I was a 16 before. bahaha! I really don't know how I ever let myself get that big. garsh. never again. not even after a baby. not that I am having a baby anytime soon but you catch my drift. I went to express and LOVE the clothes there! too bad one pair of slacks is 80 bucks. who does that?

Motivation!!!

I am so excited!!! this fabulous photographer has a great deal called mini sessions where for 30 bucks you get 25 mins with her and she takes yours pictures downtown! I am way excited cause Jason said we could do them! This means that I am all the more motivated to lose more weight so that I can look fabulous in the pictures!! If I don't lose anymore weight in that time I will still be 23 pounds lighter then in our wedding pics!! Oh I so excited! and it means I get a new outfit lol. 

I weighed myself on friday just for kicks and giggles, even though I am on my time of the month, and guess what?! I was down a pound!!! I lost one pound while on my period, so now my weight is 176. woot woot!